It's like the heavens opened and rays of Divine light bathed my bulletin boards. As I flipped the light switch I heard the angels singing Hallelujah. I've been waiting for a long time to see my bulletin boards lit up and they look great. I'm so excited. Thank you to everyone who got this project completed. I truely appreciate all the hard work. I love it.
What next, Papa is taking on a new meaning for me this morning. I can't help but say it with a degree of sarcasm.
I've been writhing in pain all night wondering what's going to happen next. Seems like I can't do anything without injuring myself. What's up with that God? Shine some light on this for me. I put on a strong face but physically and more importantly emotionally, I'm broken. By nature I have a tendency to be negative. I do my best to fight it but after the last 12 months my hope is fading and I feel myself slipping into a dark place.
So God, please be working in me. I need this all to have a purpose even if it isn't obvious. I'm trusting something good will come from all this. I'll do my best to be patient but I'm needing your strength. I'm about out.